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aether ([personal profile] ironwind) wrote in [community profile] gurabad2023-07-27 01:05 pm
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[ They've spent a good few days together, all in all. First Sumeru, then Liyue, and now a homecoming jaunt through Mondstadt. Kaeya has a habit of slinking away to the shadows once the usual crowd in the Angel's Share has been stoked to aggressive friendliness and happy inebriation, but last night he'd been the heart of the party for longer than usual, regaling his eager listeners with tales of his exploits in Sumeru before he'd expertly turned them all away with souvenirs he'd picked up for them, and then headed off into the night.

They didn't leave together, exactly, but the Cavalry Captain was waiting outside the bar when Aether excused himself shortly after he left, and as the darkness of the alleys overtook them, the traveler had even felt bold enough to take Kaeya's hand.

It was nice to see Kaeya in his element, but it's nice to see him like this, too: eyes closed and deliciously vulnerable in the morning light, asleep or perhaps merely pretending to be. Aether shifts in the sheets and lets a cool side of the fabric claim his legs. Doing so makes him realize that his arm has been draped around Kaeya's waist this whole time; mischievously, he lets his fingers ghost up the line of the man's ribs. If he's asleep, he shouldn't wake up. If he's awake, it might be ticklish.

He should make something for breakfast. Maybe he'll ask when Kaeya's eyes are open. Pancakes. Pancakes might be good. Learning that Kaeya has a sweet tooth has been one of the better surprises of the week. ]
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2023-07-28 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
[In the shadows of the alleys of Mondstadt, the side streets and offshoots Kaeya could navigate in utter darkness, nothing seems forbidden. When Aether took his hand, he let himself smile, and closed his fingers around the traveler’s hand in turn. If they walked a little closer together after that, well. Nights in the city of freedom can grow chilly. All the more reason to drift to sleep in warm company.

This morning, perhaps unusually, he doesn’t startle awake at the first sign of light, or open his eyes in the darkness because something told him there was an unexpected sound. If indeed Kaeya does such things. This morning, instead, he isn’t awake at all; his expression is peaceful, long lashes stark against his cheeks, and his breathing stays steady even as Aether’s hand finds its gentle way along his rib cage. He’s tired. He’s safe, with Aether, and comfortable - enough to have left off his eyepatch, even.

Still, something must stir him, for after Aether’s hand settles again, pale against Kaeya’s tan chest, there’s the softest hitch in his breathing.

He doesn’t really want to open his eyes. Everything in the blur of his senses is…fine. Gentle, almost, or- steady, and he fights to stay buried in the cotton and down of a deep sleep. Let his awareness just…sink down again…

He’s never really been able to do that. Kaeya sighs, barely more than a heavier breath, and opens his eyes slowly.

Ah. Aether is there. - Aether is…holding him? Or near enough to it. Despite himself, Kaeya’s lips twitch into a smile.]


A good morning indeed.

[His voice is heavy with yesterday’s drink and the fetters of sleep, but as always, he’s perfectly clear.]
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2023-07-28 11:29 am (UTC)(link)
[Aether’s snuggling is nothing short of adorable, and Kaeya can’t hold in a burst of laughter, though it’s silent and only makes itself known as gentle shaking. When the traveler settles, he lifts his half-trapped arm as much as he can and combs his fingers through the loose strands of golden hair. He hmms in agreement - yesterday was nice.

It’s been a long time since he did anything just-because. Even the last several days have been more about seeing Aether’s amusement. Sharing in it. If there is a “himself” to be that is somehow separate from the life Kaeya leads every day, then the traveler has surely seen it by now-]


Hm? [Kaeya turns his head, though Aether is impossible to see from this angle.] You told Jean…that I needed more time off?

[She won’t question it. Probably gave it gladly. The others who were at Angel’s Share last night would corroborate the leave, too. But it’s a show of audacity on Aether’s part, and Kaeya squints a bit in debate over whether he finds this enticing. His fingers stroke the channels he’s made in Aether’s hair again.]

Could it be that you have even more plans for us?
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2023-08-01 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Kaeya is never cold; Aether’s feathery playful touch makes him shiver. He can’t remember just now whether the traveler knows how he feels about having his hair played with. Feels like a weakness he tells no one - so Aether might well know after all.]

So you don’t want to share.

[The tease is muted somewhat by the haze of sleep and the warmth of the memories of their recent travels together. It’s true. Most of the time there just isn’t enough of him to go around. He truly can’t remember ever taking a lazy morning for himself like this as a gift and absolutely not since he became cavalry captain.

Kaeya thinks about all he has done in the last little while. A soft sigh escapes him, and he closes his eyes. Breathes in the scent of Aether. Mona said something once about the smell of stars, which was no more odd than Mona’s usual, at the time, and now Kaeya thinks he might understand what she meant.]


We could stay like this, for a while.

[Like a dream. A forbidden moment, stolen from responsibility again and again without a care.]
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2023-08-14 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[Kaeya sighs, pure pleasure, as Aether settles against his chest again, there in the barest of light sneaking around the curtains, suggesting morning-twilight rather than whatever the truth might be; Kaeya certainly hasn't bothered coming to enough to interpret a clock.

It's going to get a little uncomfortably warm with them so close together, though. He sacrifices some distance from his waking awareness as the vision on his nightstand gently rises in glow to match the rest of the room, and the sheets and pillows take on a renewed pleasant coolness.

Damn. Now he's awake.

But is it so bad? Aether's breathing has evened and slowed again, so at best he's drifting on the surface of sleep, and how often does he get to savor anything at all like this? His fingers keep trailing through Aether's hair, from temple to nape, and he watches the blue light swirl across the ceiling and then fade. False grey dawn remains.

Kaeya could send himself to sleep again; there are breathing techniques, patterns of thought. But, though he doesn't think it outright, he is a little flattered, and a little envious, and a little happy. For a while, he chooses to be awake enough to enjoy the feeling of Aether's chest rising and falling pressed against his.

Time passes; Kaeya, too, drifts, though never far enough to begin dreaming or to sink into the cool dark of deep sleep again. His traitorous stomach rumbles.

Ah. Whether or not that roused the traveler, it certainly gives Kaeya a message, and he laughs a bit scornfully at himself. Maybe it's time to get up after all.

He runs a hand down Aether's back, then back up.]
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2023-08-31 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[Kaeya laughs at the accusation - a big hungry boy - but he sits up enough to look at Aether, admire the adorable way he's choosing to pose for this conversation.]

I'll have to see what I have in the kitchen. Do you have any favorites? I'm not crass enough to ask a guest in my own home to cook for me, you know.

[He is teasing, a little bit, but it's true nevertheless. Aether has spent the last many days on something of an adventure with Kaeya, and he's really enjoyed it, and he...would like to do something in return. Making breakfast seems like a small thing in the face of Sumeru, for example.]

Or we could get dressed, and go out.

[This...is the inferior option. Kaeya's still negotiating with his legs about getting out of bed at all.]
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2023-09-04 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
An Adventurer's Breakfast Sandwich?

[Kaeya's languid grin and slow shake of his head really are for Aether alone.]

If I didn't know any better, I'd think you deliberately picked something that I can't enhance with wine.

[He affects a sigh of endless suffering. He reaches out and pokes Aether's nose - and laughs quite heartily at the face Aether pulls in return.

That's more than enough to really wake him. Kaeya tosses his own hair over his shoulder, pushing some of it out of his face so he can put on his eyepatch and get out of bed. He stretches, rolling his shoulders and turning his head just enough to fix Aether with a smirk - is he enjoying the show?]


But, I think I have everything we'd need for that.

[Despite himself, he dresses quickly, though his clothing of choice is very casual, the only thing of note a chain that keeps his Vision hanging at his waist.

Is Kaeya sauntering as he heads out of the bedroom and into the kitchen?

Yep.]
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2023-09-06 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[There is a particular comfort to take in the sound of a sizzling hot pan. It isn't one Kaeya gets to linger over often. By the time Aether solves the puzzle of his own hair and comes into the kitchen, one burner on the stove is slowly heating the sauce, and Kaeya has his eye on the hot skillet atop the other while he chooses eggs to poach.

Impress me, Aether said. Very well. Kaeya vastly prefers simple and quick meals, when he has to do the cooking, and might have settled for a skillet pancake. But for Aether, adventurer's breakfast sandwich it is. He'll do his best.

He'll even toast the bread in that skillet once the eggs are finished.

Behind him, Aether is clearly trying to rile him up a little. Kaeya turns to look at him, then does a ridiculous and slow full turn in the interest of showing off his apron and waving a whisk in the traveler's general direction.]


I'd be mortified if it felt any other way.

[He tosses his hair back over his shoulder yet again, mildly regretting not tying it into a braid of his own.]

Besides, at least this way you've had a good show even if the meal doesn't turn out.

[Kaeya can poach an egg. It's the "impress me" he really has to contend with.]
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2023-10-03 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Today? I think I've been an adventurer for the last week, at least!

[If there's struggle in the way he finishes their morning meal, he tries not to let it show. The plating isn't perfect, and some things are a bit more done than one might find at a professional restaurant. Kaeya is not sure he'd call this impressive.

But it isn't a pancake and it isn't saturated with alcohol. That's a start? Does Aether notice or care that he's taken more care with anything he makes, lately, to include someone else's tastes and favorites?]


And here we are - one adventurer's breakfast sandwich. Well, two sandwiches. But only one for you.

[Kaeya sets their plates on the table and takes a seat, crossing his arms and one leg. His uncovered eye practically twinkles just shy of the morning light hitting his face and the wall behind him.]

I await my judgment, O Seasoned and Professional Adventurer.
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2023-10-31 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[Of course Aether can somehow find the taste of love in too-dark toast and runny eggs.

Kaeya is pleased that he likes it - sure he's hiding some critique, but too warm and too touched by the praise to care - and Aether's just being so silly, really. He can't help but lean back and laugh. For once, it's neither affected nor forced.]


If I'd known it was this easy I would have just handed you a ham when we met. [He bats his eye with an over-pronounced coquettish air.] Then you could think of me every time you see it in your travel bag.

[Did he just admit to...to this, whatever this is, what it has become, to it beginning at their first meeting?]

You spend so much of your time doing things that make others happy. It's nice to see it on you, for once.

[And it has its own kind of power, knowing that he is the one who can make it happen. Who can put this specific light in Aether's eyes. Hold him close enough that he'll drift back to sleep without a care for the wider world.]
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2023-11-26 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
[It takes everything Kaeya has not to reach over and muss Aether's hair while he has his face in his hands like that. He can't even summon up playful little insults as a comeback! That's a victory in the Cavalry Captain's ledger.

Then Aether opens his hands, giving Kaeya the gift of a moment's shared shy hope. How could a man, even a man of ice, do anything but melt over something so saccharine?

Kaeya tucks his chin, closes his eye, smiles.]


A little hard to handle the truth sometimes, hm?

[He'll get nowhere reaching blind; with his eye fixed on Aether's, he pulls one of his traveler's hands out of protection-from-emotions range and brings the back of it to his lips.

The whole morning feels languid, deliciously so, as though time itself were suspended in its own motionless Cryo cage. A frozen, glass-fragile dream where love tastes like overcooked eggs and the sun never makes it past dawning. Kaeya makes a point of holding Aether's gaze while he kisses the back of his hand again, then his palm, before letting go.]


I don't believe you, though - I think a ham would have gone quite a long way in leveling any misunderstandings.

[One of Kaeya's talents, with which Aether is overly familiar by now, is his ability to wink convincingly with only the one visible eye.]
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2023-11-30 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[Kaeya hums a single note. The things they were doing before breakfast sound just as appealing in the frame of after. But...they can't just turn into two lazy layabouts, no matter how attractive the idea of climbing back into bed and having Aether's warmth at his side.]

It should probably worry me that the only things I can think of doing sound like work. I suppose we could always find Klee and turn our backs while she goes fish blasting.

[This, too, would be work, but Kaeya would laugh and they would all likely end up on yet another wild venture, because those happen to Klee in specific with alarming regularity. Albedo probably wouldn't approve. Jean definitely wouldn't approve. In the right mood, Kaeya finds both of those reasons attractive as well.]

There isn't enough time for another trip somewhere.

['Even if we wanted one' implied. They've done a lot of traveling lately and while Kaeya enjoyed himself, it's comfortable just to be home.

His plate is half-finished and it doesn't seem as if he intends to eat any more.]


Is there anything specific to Mondstadt that you feel like you haven't seen enough of?
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2024-01-07 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Dressing in his usual noteworthy manner isn't a requirement on his days off. Why go all out if one isn't even leaving the house?

Kaeya shakes his head and dramatically tosses his hair over his shoulder.]


I'd like to see you try finishing a braid with Dusk Birds appearing from all sides and trying to undo your hard work.

[Yes. This grown man is using birds as an excuse for his inelegant fingers. That wasn't even how it happened, as Aether well knows, but he waves both hands in the air a few times before setting his elbows on the table and cupping his face between his palms.]

I don't suppose you're interested in doing it for me again today? I promise to be as still as if I were frozen in place.
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2024-02-05 02:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[There are all sorts of rumors around town about Kaeya. His habits. His likes and dislikes. His secrets.

Somehow, no one has caught on to what happens to Kaeya when someone plays with his hair. Of course, most people would get stiffened shoulders and a cold, direct demand to explain themselves, so perhaps that's fair of the rumor mill.

Under Aether's hands, Kaeya melts. A shiver passes through him; he reaches up and pulls off his eyepatch the moment it seems the strap is in the way. Then he leans back in his chair, all but completely relaxed, with his eyes closed and his hands in his lap, barely fiddling. His hair is soft and fairly thick, too heavy to support its natural wave in the longer section, and a pain to do anything with. Someone else's care and attention to it is a rare treat.]


Oh, years. [An afterthought answer - the comb at his temple makes him shiver again - pulled from the middle of whatever fog he's walking through inside his head.] It was shorter when I was little, but...I decided I liked it this way.

[While this is a veil over some of the truth, it isn't a lie. Lying to Aether outright over something this simple has only grown more impossible.]
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2024-02-19 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Much more of this, and Kaeya won't be accompanying Aether anywhere but back to bed.

He promised stillness, and stillness the traveler will have from him, but the shivers are involuntary. As gentle fingers work their way over his forehead and back through his hair, Kaeya opens both eyes in a daze. Aether kisses his cheek. This, for some reason, is the thing that makes him laugh - a giggle? It's not as put-on and refined as his sensible chuckle.]


I wouldn't like me with no hair. [What would have been the point of all these years of growing it out and keeping it?] I think...I would lose some of my charm.

[It's hard to pull words out of himself. The part of him that wants to catch Aether's hand and bring it to his lips and let it go gently can't get a grip on doing it.]

You're...dangerous. Knowing how to do this.

[It should be abundantly clear that Kaeya means nothing here but solemn praise.]
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2024-05-13 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Unlike Paimon, I don't think I'd serve you well as emergency food.

[When Kaeya feels the gentle tugging that signifies Aether working on the braid, he sighs slowly. Time to bring his consciousness back into the day. While he won't be working, he still has an image to maintain in Mondstadt even during his off time.

So when Aether has finished the neat plait and tied it off, Kaeya puts his eyepatch back on smoothly, careful not to ruin any of the traveler's hard work.]


I would offer to do yours in return, but as we've already established...that probably isn't something you want.

[It would be easier to braid someone else's hair than it is his own, but in this, if nothing else, his hands are surprisingly clumsy. Kaeya smiles without any pretense in it; his public face no longer works on Aether at all.]

Maybe I can find some other way to return the favor.
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[personal profile] coldandalone 2025-03-17 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[Kaeya carefully runs a hand over the curves of the braid. When his fingertips find the feathers, he laughs.]

Aw, you decorated it.

[Unfortunately for his full relaxation, "hair done" is a cue to the rest of him - time to get the rest of the way dressed, they're going to go out, he'd never go out looking half put together. He rises from his chair with a mock weary sigh and retreats to the bedroom.

When he emerges again he looks a lot more like Kaeya - shirt, vest, boots - but it isn't his "uniform," just in case anyone gets any ideas about asking him to do work. Jean was willing to give him an extra day of leave? Fine then, he'll take full advantage of it.

He grins at Aether, one hand on his hip.]


I think I like the sound of a leisurely day about town, after all.